I thought finding my calling/purpose would be easy. I thought it would click and I would know exactly what I'm supposed to do. The truth is it's not easy for everyone. All I really know is that I love helping people, I'm highly intuitive and an empath. I have days that I have everything figured out and I have days when I have no idea what I'm doing. Days where I can see everything so clearly and then poof it's back to feeling lost and not being sure of what is going on. I used to see other people and they're so good and so confident of their calling/purpose and gifts that it made me feel like there's something wrong with me, like maybe I'm not meant to be a healer or a guide to others. I felt like I'm failing God by not being able to get myself together. Then at those moments, God always sent me a reminder to be kind to myself; He always reminds me that we all have our own journey and we can't keep focusing on what others have and where they are in their journey. That we are exactly where we need to be. He reminds me to take it one day at a time, to trust Him and my journey.